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Thought is supreme."
The phrase that inspired me to believe on what you can do and to be someone you expect yourself to become. The phrase that Rhea, my colleague, my friend, my "kumare" inculcated in me in claiming whatever success you wanted to have in life. The moment that I felt that my efforts weren't enough to achieve what I've been aiming for...I just utter the words...and voila!...in just a span of time, I am at the peak of my much awaited moment...
The moment I took the chance in taking the CPA Board Examinations for the second time in 2012, then took my second chance and apply for the study grant this year...I claimed to myself that I will be successful in my endeavors despite all the failures that I've met in the past. Yes, I really made it!!!
As I shared a blog on March 12 regarding my application for the Joint Japan/World Bank Graduate Scholarship Grant (JJ/WBGSP) earlier this year, I am still clueless and I don't know if I really made it...but still claimed that I could make it...and now, I am at the midst of achieving all my goals in life...the good news came to me on May 16 at the airport when my tears were about to pour out due to the departure of my brother, Jim...who became my constant companion for eight (8) long years when we were still struggling with life in the Metro...and he was about to leave then when my colleague gave me a text message regarding a package from Yokohama National University (YNU) that came to our office at that very moment...without any knowledge on what was the content of the said package...I just jumped for joy and hugged my brother!!! I just felt that I already made it...and when I arrived home, my colleague was waiting for me at my doorsteps and handed me the good news that is about to unfold... that will change my life forever...
Good news it is!!! I was filled with so much joy...the same feeling that I felt when I learned that I passed the CPA Board Examinations last year...I immediately told my friends about my success...and I was really happy because they truly supported me all-the-way...and to my Savior...Lord, you never left me in every step of the way...I really wanted to thank you for all the wonderful blessings that came to me...I don't know how to express my utmost gratitude for giving me this great opportunity...although this is only the start of everything that I have to go through...please be with me and guide me in my journey...please be my light, Lord...Thank you very much!
I also wanted to give the credit to my father who inspired me and gave me the chance to redeem myself after all the troubles that I have caused in my life...Thank you very much, Papa! For my daughter, Linlin...who never left me despite of all my shortcomings...I know this good news would be a "not-so-good-news" on your end because I have to leave you for a while...but I'm telling you this: "Every bit of success that I shall achieve would mean a bunch of success on your end ...because the moment that I can prove myself that I can be someone someday...we will have a good life...and we'll be together by that time. Just have patience, my dear! Mama will be coming home with flying colors! That's a promise that is not meant to broken. I love you so much!"
Now, I'm still in the process of completing all the documentary requirements necessary for my flight to Japan in September 2013. Japan...I'm coming!!!! Watashi wa Nihon ni ikamasu (I am going to Japan)...the phrase which I wrote at the back of my books upon submission of my application for the study grant...Thought is truly supreme...It is proven!!!
MEILIN :)